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Guys suck. I'm a stupid girl. I should listen to my friends. (Heather & Sneha-I love u girls. I should adhere to your advice.) I want a guy who actually likes me as much as I like him. Someone who calls me when they say they will. Someone who treats me with respect. Someone who wants me around. Someone who makes time for me. Someone who appreciates me. Is that so hard?? Apparently....

here's to the men we love to love
here's to the men in love with us
here's to the men who pass on us
$%#! the men
LET'S DRINK TO US!!

I gots me some learnings to do

So, after 6 years I am FINALLY going back to school! I will officially be a student at Southwest Florida College as of january 6th. I'm excited, but really, really nervous too! I mean, I havent been in school in 6 years! Thats a long time!

home alone

So here I go...searching for my first apartment sans roommates...kinda scary...I've never lived alone before. I think it'll be good for me though. I need to be more independent. Time to be a grown-up!

What happens if I lock my keys in the house? Or I forget to take out the garbage? Or my car runs out of gas? Or something stupid happens that I just have to share with someone right now? Or I want to order pizza? I can't eat a whole pizza! Now I have to pay all the bills by myself. No assistance.

But, then again, I don't have to worry about stupid stuff. I can buy stuff for the living room/kitchen/dining room/whatever without worrying if she'll like it too. I can leave stuff in the fridge and KNOW that it will still be there tomorrow. I can walk around nude. I can leave stuff laying out anywhere in the apartment and know that's it's not bothering anyone. I can be as loud as I want. And my electric bill will probably go down drastically because I no longer have to go around turning all the lights off after someone leaves a room.

I think this will be great. A little weird at first, but great. I might make some of you keep me company ALOT at first, but I'll adapt. And it will be great.