Showing posts with label break-ups. Show all posts
Showing posts with label break-ups. Show all posts

Monday, May 4, 2009

single

Though I've always thought it would be great to have a boyfriend who had a passion for Christ, it was never a deal breaker. It was more of a bonus if they went to church. But, as I grow more in my faith, I find that my priorities have shifted.

I strive to live my life centered around Christ and I need someone who's on the same track as I am. Someone who understands how to get through trials and tribulations by faith. Someone who will encourage me to stay on track and not lead me astray. Someone who will go to church with me, pray with me, do devotions with me. I want a partner in Christ.

I am a Christian because I believe in Jesus. I believe He is the son of God. I believe He died and rose again. I believe He paid for us all. Yes, I know those are lyrics but they state my feeling perfectly. Saying that I am passionate about my faith would be a gross understatement.

When I have kids, I want them to be raised in the church. I want them to be emersed in the faith, taught about Jesus, shown the Christian lifestyle. That's not something that can be accomplished if they only see it on Sundays. It needs to be 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. It needs to start at home.

In my minds eye, the purpose of dating is to find a boyfriend. The purpose of having boyfriends is to find a husband. I plan on having children with whoever my husband ends up being. So why date a non-believer? To date someone who doesn't have the same integrities would be against my values and a contradiction to my beliefs.

I believe that somewhere out there is my Godsent. I believe that we will meet when the time is right...when we are both ready for eachother in the eyes of God. Until then, I will be patient. I will not waste my time or his or His with someone I know, in my heart of hearts, is not my soulmate.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

broken



How can you say you love someone one day and cut them out of your life completely the next? Was is it all a lie? I don't understand how one fight can tear apart something that seemed so real. I don't understand how at this age you would ignore your significant other. I thought he loved me. I thought he cared for me. I thought he wanted to be with me. I thought I had found happiness. I guess i thought wrong.


i gave you my love in vain
my body never knew such pleasure
my heart never knew such pain
you leave me so confused
now i'm all cried out over you

Saturday, February 3, 2007

r-e-s-p-e-c-t

Guys suck. I'm a stupid girl. I should listen to my friends. (Heather & Sneha-I love u girls. I should adhere to your advice.) I want a guy who actually likes me as much as I like him. Someone who calls me when they say they will. Someone who treats me with respect. Someone who wants me around. Someone who makes time for me. Someone who appreciates me. Is that so hard?? Apparently....

here's to the men we love to love
here's to the men in love with us
here's to the men who pass on us
$%#! the men
LET'S DRINK TO US!!